InsaneJournal

With Kara After Breakfast, Day 4
I know this but I can't tell her. If I contradict her again she'll really get mad. I can't afford that right now.

She still wants to go back, doesn't she understand? When is she going to go back to? Does she remember she was the one that was leaving? I begged her, I begged her to stay and she still went. Told me it was going to be alright; told me she'd see me on the other side.

And who was calling her? Who was she following? So if she goes back and finds Earth all over again what good is that going to do? She's just going to help the Cylons lead us to a disaster again. Or if she goes back and triesto use her knowledge; tries to warn us away. What do we do then? Where ever we go the Cylons will still be there to follow and attack us.

If she goes back to my time? Well there's got to be a Kara still there. At least if I understand this timelines thing correctly. So what's that going to accomplish except prove to everybody conclusively that she is a Cylon. That'll be helpful. Probably cause a riot. Likely to get me and Dad and her and Roslin killed that way.

I have to find a way to make her understand. She and I were brought here for a reason. Staying here and winning this fight is the only way to change things. If we can defeat evil here. Won't that change something about the Cylons who want humanity destroyed? Isn't this the only way we can win now?

But I can't do this now. I need to keep her focused on what we need to do to figure out this place; to give us the advantages we're going to need to win this battle.